a12i3l

haha

2005-10-13T05:36:51Z

im kind of done with livejournal

♥

insomniac

2005-09-15T08:36:00Z

thank god i have allie.
otherwise id be telling you all how much i miss him right now.
haha..
um..
yea.
ohh and i cant sleep.
yesterday i didnt sleep till like 4.
=/

...rise against...

2005-09-13T21:12:47Z

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

THATS LOOVE

2005-08-28T06:33:38Z

I L Y

a12i3l @ 2005-08-20T21:08:00

2005-08-21T04:15:19Z

whyyy.
im still so hung up on the idea of me and you.
i hate that.
whyyy cant i just be over it.
im pretty sure u are.
its like u dont even want to see me anymore.
wtf.
just give me a fuckin straight up answer.
i dont even care what it is anymore.
i just hate waiting.
but then.
i will wait.
cuz you would have done it for me.
im just sooo frustrated right now.
and tired.

<3anywaysss....

<3

2005-08-19T23:10:43Z

i <3 life

so basically...

2005-07-07T23:54:01Z

suppp.
omgg.
im pretty hungry.
i havent eaten all day.
shit.
i had coffee tho.
and diet pepsi.
fuck yeaa.
saturday is robyns beach bday partyy!!
cant wait that should be funn...
umm...
im kinda sick of aim.
yea.
ohh yea!
im working now.
at westgate cabana club.
i only work 3 hrs a day so thats pretty sweet.
im teaching swim lessons to little kidsss.
their soooo cute!!!
omgg.
you should seriously see them.
sooo cute.
anywaysss.
so BASICALLY i <3 jared.
duhhhh.

yea hes pretty hot.
ouuch i have a headache.
oh yea thats something else.
i pretty much got a consussion at the dfm cd release show.
ive been having pretty bad headaches ever since.
shit today i got a really fuckin bad one at work.
i was almost crying.
shit.
so i took pain medicine.
that helped.
mucho.
kk im gonna go.

<3

uh ohh....

2005-06-23T19:18:25Z

i dont wanna get caught up
in something that doesnt have a future

sweeeet

2005-06-16T05:07:42Z

Name: Ariel
Birthday: 6/12/89
Birthplace: Palo Alto
Current Location: Santa Clara
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: blonde and dark brown on the bottom half
Height: 5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage: irish, and lots of european stuff
The Shoes You Wore Today: gold flip flops
Your Weakness: boys with lip rings
Your Fears: spiders and being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese with pinapple
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: umm....keep my job and make moneyy, go to as many shows as i can, hang out with my friends as much as possible
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: my phone woke me up and i was like shit i hafta call hanna then my mom said if i get up i get to go get coffee. so i got up.
Your Best Physical Feature: um yea....not really.
Your Bedtime: haha dont have one duhh!
Your Most Missed Memory: hawaii
Pepsi or Coke: diet pepsi biiitch
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither....yea i know.
Single or Group Dates: single, or double if its with allie
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: um BOTH!
Cappuccino or Coffee: both yeaaa
Do you Smoke: noope
Do you Swear: fuckk yea
Do you Sing: with allie and in the shower
Do you Shower Daily: yea
Have you Been in Love: yup
Do you want to go to College: duhh
Do you want to get Married: def
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: not usually
Do you think you are Attractive: rarely
Are you a Health Freak: noope
Do you get along with your Parents: mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms: loove them
Do you play an Instrument: used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea
In the past month have you Smoked: noope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nooope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: haha shiiit no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: duhh
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: noo
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: noo
In the past month have you been on Stage: yup
In the past month have you been Dumped: noo
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: haha no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: never
Ever been Drunk: haha yeaaa
Ever been called a Tease: not to my face
Ever been Beaten up: noo
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: happy
What country would you most like to Visit: france
In a Boy/Girl.. sense of humer, not fake, spontaneous, loves to have funn.
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color: doesnt matter
Short or Long Hair: doesnt matterrrr
Height: taller than me....like 5'10"
Weight: doesnt matter
Best Clothing Style: doesnt matterrrrr
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: bout 100
Number of Piercings: ears
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: one thing dont even ask

cat

2005-06-12T00:34:36Z

ohh i was gonna put a pic of my cat in that last entry but couldnt find one...
but now i did!!

bdaybdaybday

2005-06-12T00:23:16Z

omgoshhhh.
its my bday tomorrrowwww!
its gonna be funn.
fer sher.
yea.
and i think im gonna get a job.
i hafta.
cuz i spend too much of my parents money.
duhhh.
sorryyy mom i love youuu!!
i love my mom.
and my cat...
and my gramma.

i need new shoes.

loveyoukbye<333

a12i3l @ 2005-06-07T12:07:00

2005-06-07T19:10:43Z

yeaa im sick.
shittyyyy.
and i hafta babysit saturday night.
the night before my bday.
then sunndayy.
(which is my bday)...
allie has softball most of the day.
so.
i think my bday might suck.
BUT.
my bday party wont.
june 20th at panther beach fools.
be there.

....
.......

kkifeelsickimgointowatchsomethingstupidontvkbye

sick ew grossss

2005-06-04T19:38:58Z

ewww.
i feel sick.
grossss.
and im in a bad mood.
an emo bad mood.
so fuck off.

Tonight, we fly away so high.
Our first full moon sky.

I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down,
I won't hold your back,
I won't make a sound.

I know what scared you the most.

Being Alone,
Just like them,
Being Alive,
Feeling so... DEAD.

At least you'll have my... HEART.
You know you shine so bright.

Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.
Got a single Silver Bullet,
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.

Can you sleep at night,
If I hold you tight.
I won't let you go,
This feels so right.

Please don't leave this... TIME.

At least you'll have my... HEART.
You know you shine sooo bright.

Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.
Got a single Silver Bullet,
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.

Tonight, we fly away so high,
Tonight, We fly away.
You know the moon is full and,
I can't live without you.

Tonight we'll fly away
(Got a single silver bullet, shot right through my heart)
Tonight we'll fly, tonight...

Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.
Got a single Silver Bullet,
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive.

Got a single Silver Bullet
(Tonight we'll fly away so high)
Shot right through my heart.
(Like a full moon sky)
To prove I can survive,
Without you.

Got a single Silver Bullet,
(Tonight we'll fly away so high)
Shot right through my heart.
(Like a full moon sky)
To prove I can survive,
Without you.

partypartypartypartypartyPARTYpartypartypartypartyparty

2005-06-02T00:14:26Z

MY BDAY PARTYY!
JUNE 20TH!!
PANTHER BEEEACH!!!

goo foooools gooo!!

let me know if your going and if you need directions...

♥

ummm

2005-05-31T19:28:14Z

im never drinking again.
like.
everrr.

and hearts semicolon....

fer sher fools fer sherr

2005-05-27T04:45:45Z

omg.
ok.
so.
my bday is june 12th.
and im goin out to dinner with my whole family.
but thennn i wanna do something with my friends.
sooo.
BONFIRE!!!
at the beach
duhh.
but yea.
im not sure if its gonna happen or not yet but ill let everyone know asap.
oh.
and everybodies invited.
if it happens.
alrite.
welll.
just wanted to share that awesome idea.

wait i forgot....

2005-05-08T01:34:16Z

and i totally stepped in the dogs water dish outside.
my shoe got wet.
aaawesome.
=/

fuckfuckfuck

2005-05-08T01:16:16Z

wowww im pretty tiiired.
im listening to storytold right now.
theyre pretty awesome.
last night was pretty awesome.
soo.

last nighht....

k so brittni said like earlier this week that me, nicole, lindsey, desiree and her were gonna go to the storytold/october sky show then jus go to her house and spend the night therrre. soo then we get to the show....desiree, lindsey and i all got there at like 6 and almost nobody was there. we talked to these girls and storytold for a little, then mike and this girl (whos awesome but i forget her name sorryy!!) came and we were all talkin to them that was fun. there were lots of sc people at the show which was cool cuz i havent seen alot of them in hellaa days. so nicole, brittni, anthony and dave all got there and we went inside. the first band was pretty sucky, but os and storytold were awesome duhhh. so then like were all talking and i find out lots of people are all goin to brittnis....so im just like aaawesome alrite!! so brittni went with her brother to pick up robyn and go to safeway, then desiree, john and lindsey went with desiree's mom to get dropped off at brittnis and me, nicole, anthony and dave all went to go meet brittni and robyn and brittnis gangsta brother at safewayy. fuuck. that freeway was pretty scary. i hella wanted to get out of the car. scaaryyyyyy. so we went in safeway and had to wait in line forever for me to get gum, then hung out till everybody got there. we got food then went to brittnis house, and finally when people got there we had food and sodas and it was alll gooood. cept the guys all decided to pretend like they were doin cocaine......gooood times fa shoo. everybody left like around 2:30, and some people left their underwear. pretty funny.

so yea.

friday pretty much was aaawesome.

lets do it again sometime.

oh and nicole totally grabbed my ass.
=)

whateverr

2005-04-30T07:43:49Z

so hey. how are you. thats good. ive been good. pissed off. but good. haha ive been yellow too. lol yeaaa i went to allies today at like 8:30 in the ayy emm...haha yea that was eaarlyyy! so we did schoolwork for a little bit....and rocked out to fresh prince, mc hammer.....yea u know how we dooo! it was pretty awesome so then her mom "stripped" my hair yea i dont know what that means but it didnt turn out great. pretty yellow. pretty bad. but then we fixed it. kinda sorta. oh well i like it now so u can kiss my ass. yuup. so that pretty much took all day. then we went to valley fair and shooopppppeddd! that was funnn i got a pretttyyyy awesome shirt and yea it has polka dots. my mom didnt like it much. or my hhair. but theyre both mine so fuck off. yeaaa im pissed at her no kidddinnggg....hahaha i was watching south park it was making fun of homeschoolerss....yeaaa pretty awesome!!! so im gonna go now. love youu byee!! oh and storytold. at the crash. tomorrow night. im there. and you tooo!!

tomorrroww!

2005-04-22T02:24:21Z

heyy....yea im not sure how long this entrys gonna be cuz im gonna get kicked off the computer soon....but basically today and this whole week has been pretty crazy. proms tomorrow so ive just been getting ready for that all week. yesterday was pretty fun went bowling with derreck and allie and a bunch of other people...it was derrecks first time!!! that was funnn....then me nd derreck went to the grocery store with my mom haha and he got chocolate and it was sooo funny cuz derrecks afraid of bees and therre was a bee he was freakin outtt....good times good times!! today i went to allies house and we were walking her dog honey(my goddess-niece!!) at a park and two huuge dogs (honeys soo small...) came up and started barking and one bit honey!! so then we had to take honey to the vet but shes ok now....fuuuckin dog!! people need to keep their dogs on a leash....especially if theyre meaan dogs!! so yeaa then we went to allies house and ate pizzzaaaa and watched plastic surgery on tv. gross. i cant believe proms tomorrow!! ill have lots of pics dont worryy....haha after prom were gonna go party it upp at dennys!! that will probably be alot funner than just prom. well im gonna go but i loove youuu!!!

♥

woww

2005-04-13T05:08:59Z

todayyy was weird.

my weeekend!!

2005-04-11T22:08:08Z

yesterdays blog was pretty stupid. i was in a really bad mood so i wrote some pretty mean stuff. thank god i didnt use any names, then i wouldve hurt some people pretty bad. aanyways!!

sooo.....my weekend was pretty good i guess. friday i went to santana row and best buy with matt and his two friends, sorry lol but that was pretty lame and boriiingggg.....but that night totally made up for it. so before i went to santana row derreck called and wanted to hang out, so when i got back i called him, and we went to his house and watched texas chainsaw massacre. thaaat was pretty alrite kinda scaryy!! haha i screamed and like when they opened the door to the shed derreck was like "WAAA!!" and i jumped and screamed. yeaaa that was funnn!! then we went to my house and remembered that the play started at 7 at schs so we went there and ooo look who was there... jai. derreck and jai have some shit i guess so like i was buying the tickets and jai was like hold on...and he went and talked to some guy and then they wouldnt let us in. but thanks for trying clarence!!! so then we couldnt get in, all cuz jai's afraid of derreck. he should be, cuz hes gonna get his ass kiiicked!! so after that we went to togos and decided to take the bus back to derrecks, so then we were hangin out at the bus stop, and derreck realized the bus didnt come for another 45 minutes. soooo we freezed our asses off for 45 minutes, and derreck wouldnt let me eat my togos cuz apparently we were saving it for a "celebratory feast" when we got to his house. ahhh the bus finally came it was sooo waaarmmm and then when we were walking (and skipping and running) from the bus stop to derrecks house it started to raaain hahaha that was fun!! then we got to his house and ate and hung out a little more, then i went home. thaat was friday

saturday was pretty chilll... me nd my mom went shopping for prom, even though i didnt get anything lol but she did. i neeed a necklace i cant find one tho......but yea and we took my dress in to get altered then went and made my makeup appt for the day of prom....thennn at like 5:30 i had to go babysit that was alrite they didnt get back till like 11 or somethin tho and then i just went home i was sooo tired i watched a moovie then went to bedd.

sunnday sucked. i had to go to this grad party thing for this girl jessica, thank god allie was there too. we just hung out in the back with carl and sometimes rob. hahaha good times tho good times carl's chair kept sinking into the ground and he was just like "i feel closer to mother earth.....and the GOPHERSS!!!" hahaha it was sooo funnyy i guess you had to be there but yea it was pretty awesome. after that i came home, and actually was in a really bad mood. i did something pretty bad that i never wanna do again, i dont even know why i did that. i was in a better mood after, and talked with allie on the phone till it died lol asss always.

so yea. that was my weekend. pretty suckyy cept friday and hangin with alliieee!!! tomorrow i think me nd allie nd bobby nd alicia and some other people are goin to oakridge....i wanna see sin city but i dont know if ill see it then. loove you bye!

♥♥♥

your such a fake

2005-04-10T23:12:56Z

everybodys disappearing. fake friends. fake feelings. too many lies. if your lying to me please stop. lies just screw everything up. id rather be told the truth and be hurt than told a lie and just keep believing and being deceived. im at such a low point right now. but hey it doesnt matter right cuz i dont have feelings.

done w/ livejournal

2005-04-01T03:27:57Z

im done.

with livejournal.

hahaha yeaa alreadyyy!!!

♥

hmmmm....

2005-03-25T19:33:46Z

do you's
1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle with me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?
5. do you have a crush on me?

are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we hook ups?
4. are we in a relationship?
5. are we gonna have kids?

am i's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?
5. am i the most brilliant person ever?...hehe?

would you's
1. would you hang out with me?
2. would you date me?
3. would you be my hook up?
4. would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?
5. would you have sex with me?

have you ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

are you's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinking about me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?